motivation and dedication. Yes, I do. I played soccer for over 10 years and was playing D2 college soccer and a starter. I also played on a travel/club team and we were ranked in the nation, and beat the number #2 in the nation @ a HUGE tourney. Well, I quit. I think this may have been a case of being burnt out though. Did 2 years of college, and taking some time off. I know I need to go back and I really want to. I know as soon as I go back, I'll hate it and wish I didn't. I know why I should finish (half way done) and all of the rewards. It just seems I lack these two things on major things, like school. When big tasks come up that I would rather do something else, I'll choose to do that other thing most of the time. I also zone out on some serious things. I'm told I should schedule an appointment for something big, and I will forget. Zone out in classes and in conversations - I'm interested in them, just other things jump into my mind and I think about it. And if I was listening, I most likely forget it within an hour. Taking notes if different, but you can't always take notes, and you can only take them so well. anyways, help! edit - sry that the format is shitty, it's late.