I've been doing drugs for about a year now. I've been smoking cigs for about 2 years. I can't seem to stop that. I've been smoking weed, taking ecstasy and doing cocaine for about a year now. I've tried to stop taking ecstasy, but ever since the first night I tried X. I can't seem to stop thinking about it. I always want it and want it. I love the feeling and the high it gives me. I take E just about every other weekend. sometimes every weekend. I feel so confused and lost. I really don't know what to do at this point. any advice would help.