to start off i dont have a car or a job even though i'm 22. i go to school full time and usually drive my moms car to school. which i feel horrible about, its just a hassle for her to schedule her appointments around my school hours and not be able to drive whenever she wants. last semester i got around this by taking the bus to school, so seeing my girlfriend 3 nights a week wasnt really an issue since i didnt use my moms car for anything else. the bus isnt really an option right now however. well now that our relationship was starting to get serious i wanted to be able to see her alot more and not have to worry about bugging my family. on saturday i got depressed, ignored my GF, and yesterday i told her i didnt want to see her anymore. i feel like a worthless mooch. and i feel horrible for putting my girlfriend through this just because i'm depressed. it feels like i'm just wasting time and we'll be back together soon, even though i really dont want to because i dont want to have a relationship when i'm in such a shitty situation. i feel like not going out for the rest of the semester until i get a car.