I've only ever been to like one or two, I should probably be more worried about being invited to more.. but the few that I've been to, it's been so awkward. I suck at talking, but one on one, I'm decent at times. At parties, everyone is so different, I mean I can be more relaxed, but I'm so unsure of how to have a conversation. For one, it's really loud and I have to basically yell to get anyone to hear anything. Then I don't really have the content or anything to talk to people about.. like honestly what possibly exciting things could I talk about? Could someone give me examples on speaking, and how to get around the loud music problem?