SRS I hate my life.

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    im quite bored with life in general. i actually hope i will suddenly cease to exist.
     
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    I wont let either of you die. What's wrong anyway?
     
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    I wish I were less insane.

    Being sane would be nice.
     
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    Being insane makes life fun. Enjoy it!
     
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    This is the sad tale of the mind that once was.
     
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    There's no enjoyment in this world.
     
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    i told my parents today that I was going to buy a lot of guns and never lock my doors. And just wait....
     
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    There's gotta be something you enjoy.

    Friends? Family? The Internet? Even if it's something small, it's worth staying here for.
     
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    i dont want to kill myself. on the other hand, i dont care if i die.

    but, if i had it my way, i would just cease to exist completely, as if i never existed (no memories of me, no history of me, no records of me). no nothing.
     
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    ^That's kinda creapy to think about. Whether you believe it or not, you do have a big impact on the world.
     
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    i dont really care about my alleged impact on the world. im just bored with life, and would rather not be apart of it anymore.
     
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    I doubt your life will stay exactly the same forever. Just because it's boring now doesn't mean it will stay boring. Take up a new hobby, find a new job, meet new people, read, write, travel. There's plenty you can do.
     
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    i have no motivation, and no confidence.
     
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    Is there anyone in your life you feel close enough to that you can do any of those things with? He/she might be able to motivate you. I don't see why you wouldn't have confidence. It's not like traveling, or doing to the movies, or taking up a part time job requires any Post Graduate skills. You've got to have some talents. Use them to your advantage. If you're good with computers, maybe you can get a job in a small office. You can sit, surf the net, and get paid. Then you'll have mucho $$ to go out. :)
     
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    Eh I too feel life is meaningless. I'd never kill myself as the few people's lives it would affect would just be too great, and I could never do that to them, but if I go to sleep one night and never wake up - I honestly wouldn't care. Yes it would still hurt those people, but it wouldn't be an act of selfishness such as suicide, so :dunno: if it happens - so be it.

    *sigh* the ruts we fall in....
     
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    i dont really feel "alone". i know quite a few people, im quite a nice guy, and im somewhat good looking.

    i am however, a tad anti-social, negative, cynical, and bitter, especially when it comes to women. and the cynicism seems to be turning into trust issues with both genders.

    i like architecture, photography, and computers, but none of that reallly makes me happy anymore.
     
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    I wish I was more crazy and outgoing and didn't give a shit about anything... grass is almost never greener on the other side
     
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    :werd:
     
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    I feel the same way right now.
     
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    This is what I hate about my life. I'm busting my ass working everyday while everyone else is sitting and surfing the internet. I'm sick of fucking working feeling like I'm the CEO when I'm not shit. And I'm sick of people thinking I'm not shit. I'm going to be the CEO one day, and on my first day, I'm going to start firing like a Gatlin Gun.

    If I were in charge, I'd fire everyone.
     
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    I just want to be normal. I just want my mind to think like everyone else's. My fucking entire personality is a curse.
     
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    have you considered getting a new job?
     
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    hate the world and how it is not life.
    You can change life.
     
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    How so? can you explain in more detail?
     

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