Once again I'm trying to get off them, anti-psychotics, bipolar meds, anti-depressants, 3 days in and it feels like someone is hammering a spike through my head, my legs feel numb, and I constantly feel like puking. Then the mood swings come and make things a billion times worse. But on the meds I feel tired, groggy, and shitty all the time. I hate being alone all the time, I hate living paycheck to paycheck, I just feel like I'm going berserk Life fucking sucks. I wish I had a gun.