In the past year, I've cheated on her with 9 girls. Some were extended relationships, some were just a few times or once. I've cheated on every girlfriend I've had for over 10 years since I started dating/having sex in '98. I had it perfected down to a tee. During my ten year career, I only got caught twice and both of those were when I was under 16. My game was flawless. A few weeks ago, I cut off all contact with my last fuckbuddy and focused on the gf. I've never been happier in a relationship. I thought getting my dick wet on a daily basis by every hot girl that wanted it was happiness. It wasn't. It was fun, but stressful and never fufilling. It was an ego boost, but emotionally and mentally draining. The lying, the secrets, the stress, and the pressure took a huge toll on me. I had become heartless. I had a fantastic girl that plenty of dudes would kill for all to myself, completely devoted and in love with me and I didn't even flinch at the thought of hurting her. I didn't care. Then, I realized it. Nothing comes close to the feeling of giving one person all your heart and having them give you their's in return. It's everything anyone could want and need. It's everything cheating isn't. I learned a lot from the last 10 years, met a lot of great girls, and made a lot of great memories. I wouldn't change a thing if I could repeat everything.