I should be graduating with my BA in June, but i'm failing 3 out of my 5 classes that i need. So it looks like that won't be happening, my girlfriend of 2 years has broken up with me, and we still live together. I'm not over her, and it's so fucking hard, when i moved out here i kind of lost touch with a lot of friends. And honestly, i was pretty popular in high school, and when i was back home in the Bay Area. The transition of life here sucks, making friends at college sucks, so honestly i really don't have anyone outside of my ex-girlfriend. I've had over 15 girlfriends, but i've never felt as comfortable with anyone but her, i've told everything to her something i never did with others. Oh and i'm 50k in debt for college, and another 10k in debt with credit cards, life seems pretty shitty. I was actually in the garage last night cooped up with my car running for 4 hours, but all i felt was light headed, and then it ran out of gas. I feel this as the only solution, because once i go back into the real world, i'm alone as hell.