Everything i have ever done in my life, always took forever. all my friends got jobs pretty quick out of going to school for 4 years, where it took me 7 years because i opened up a small business. I worked my ass off in the small seasonal business, but still didnt make enough money to live on my own because it was seasonal. I graduated school last year with my BA degree, and continued doing my business. Seemed like i could never make enough money to afford my own home etc, so i just recently joined the police academy part time college. I always wanted to become a cop, and i went to school for criminal justice, but now that i am in school and most likely will be an employee for a police deparment, i just feel like i failed big time. I was never intersted in business until i opened my business up while attending college, and i always dreamed of becoming a big business owner and being my own boss, even my initial goal was a police officer. Now that i am almost there to becoming a cop, i just feel i failed miserable and wasted 6 years trying to run a successful business. I know i will like the job as a cop, but i just feel owing your own business and controlling your own future is the best opportunity in the world, but i never achieved that goal. i dont regret going for my BA or joining the police academy, but i also feel like i am overwhelmed as well. not used to going back to school 3 nights a week and all day Saturday for 10 months until i graduate. feels as if my life is more hectic and makes me want to give up. Now i am back at school working my business part time and i am going ot be 28 years old living in my parents house. I just feel so immature and i couldn't make enough no matter how i tired to support myself in terms of my living condition. also all the time i put into my business and feels like i got stuck at a certain point and couldnt go further. It was a small mobile auto detailing business, alot of labor but made a decent dollar at the end of the day, but living in the northeast business is so seasonal.