I know I've replied to a lot of posts here but I've never made a thread so here goes. Pretty much all my life I've been let down by many people in my life. Ex-fiance, last relationship, family members and friends in general. I've gotten to the point where I just can't and won't trust anyone. Whether it be something big or something small.... I need constant reassurance from people that they won't let me down. It's gotten to the point that if someone flakes on me even once for something small I write them off immediately and an not willing to give them a second chance. I'm probably killing off a lot of potential friendships and relationsips here but it just hurts me too much when someone pulls a flake move on me. Anyways, I just needed to vent. Someone flaked on me on fucking Christmas Day and, well, it really got me upset. Merry Christmas.