Fuck. That basically sums up my feelings for the past two days. For some reason, I just started turning into a huge mess yesterday. Now, usually I enjoy life and am pretty damn happy, I have friends and stuff, do things I like, but something just isn't right anymore. I feel... disconnected as the thread title states. I'm not really feeling any emotions anymore it seems. No matter what has happened in the past two days, I just kind of am there and not really "feeling anything." It feels like there is some "cloud" around my "inner self" that can't get through right now. My head has also been hurting a lot. It comes and goes, but it has gotten really bad a few times. It's like there's a ton of pressure between my brain and my skull or something. Usually I'm pretty imaginative and creative, but that's just been totally blocked out by this emotionless state. I can't really think critically anymore. The thing is, I'm not really sad, I'm just kind of there... My physical body is there, but I feel completely disconnected mentally and emotionally. I've tried a lot of things. I ran really hard today, didn't help. Tried stomping down on the accelerator, didn't help (maybe for a short millisecond when the engine revved all the way up, but then it faded). Tried watching emotional things I have which used to make me happy or make me feel sad, or like really inspired and motivated. Nothing. Not a single fucking thing has happened to me. I just don't feel anything anymore. Like I said before, it's like I'm being disconnected emotionally from the world. Interaction with people hasn't really helped either. I can kind of fake that I'm ok, but I think they're starting to notice something's wrong. My appetite is ok, but I don't really feel like eating. I'll be really hungry, but it doesn't seem to bother me much and I just eat something because I know I need to be eating. My big fear and wonder is that this has happened so suddenly. I don't really know what to do anymore, so I decided to come here.