I've hit rock bottom. It started yesterday when I was talking with a couple of co-workers. We are always talking shit and making fun of one another about everything and nobody ever gets offended or hurt; but then the topic turned to my non-existent dating life. Normally, all the joking doesn't bother me, but as the conversation went on, more people started joining in and the next thing I knew, I had 5 or 6 people telling me how fucking pathetic I am. The whole conversation was one big wake-up call to how alone I really am. I haven't been on a date in almost 3 years and my longest relationship (if you can even call it that) lasted about 10 days. I'll meet a girl every now and then, but all they ever do is just build my hopes up and then brush me off (I got burned twice last week by two different girls). I left work early, got something to eat, and drank for 6 straight hours. The only reason I stopped drinking was because I ran out of alcohol and the liquor stores were closed. I've been sitting in my office all day trying to avoid talking to any of my co-workers because I don't even want to risk having yesterday's conversation being brought back up. I'm fucking sick of being single. I'm not looking to get married or anything right now, but it would be nice to have an actual girlfriend for once.