I'm 18 as of june 13. I do not know my family that well. When I was young, my parents used to argue and fight a lot. My father was always disappointed in me so I never bonded with him. My mother used to embarrase me and I learned from a very early age that I didn't like her, didn't trust her, and I also never bonded with her. I hated my younger sister for the first 12 years of her life and still dislike her a lot. We used to literally fight all the time. Shes 12 now. On my birthday and for Christmas, she gave me a card that said "I hope we can talk more". But we never did. I never really started talking to my older brother until I was 14. Now, at 18, I am losing contact with him and I find that he's distant. He is 24 I don't talk to any of these people unless I really have to. The only person I really ever liked was my older sister. But I only liked her from ages 6-10. After 10, she moved out and I just lost contact with her. She is 28-29 now. I ignore her and don't like her either. She tries once in a while to talk and hang out with me but I just avoid her or make up excuses for not being able to spend time with her. I don't really know any of these people. Like I said, I only talk to them when I really have to, and even then the conversation is filled with tension and anger. Either that or the conversation is fake and generic. For example, we are too nice to each other and we obviously putting on a show. What should I do. I can't establish bonds with them now, it's too late. I hate them so that is out of the question. My parents won't kick me out of the house because they feel obliged to at least keep me until i'm 20 something years old. If I get a job and am able to support myself, I will move out of this house and never look back. Is there anything wrong with my plan?