SRS I don't know if I want to fight or fuck someone right now :rant:

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  1. JohnJohnJohnson

    JohnJohnJohnson Effetely Sipping My Latte OT Supporter

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    My fucking father, has what the doctors call "alcohol dementia." This morning he called me dead sober to tell me (for the second time in his life) with iron resolve in his voice that he would quit drinking. My guess is that this means he will cheat "just a little" by the time I get home, and then hit the bottle in full force and have an accident where he splits his head open from falling down drunk in the street and goes to the hospital.

    I have a job this summer from 9-5:30 and I have college the rest of the year, which is a full-time endeavour in a different state. I will not be able to deal with his problems at all. I'm not even able to deal with them right now.

    For example, we've got this in home nurse to look after him. She brought a friend over this afternoon, so my father, in his infinite wisdom, being generally distrustful of the woman in the first place, called the cops on the two of them. At that point, a neighbor showed up who was perfectly lucid to see what the deal was, and the housecare woman went out to "get groceries." She has not returned since, the dumb fucking bitch. I should punch her flat face in. Meanwhile I have to wait until 5:30 before I can go give my theoretically sober father some moral support. It will be 11 o'clock pm when I can see my girlfriend.

    That said, I continue to be sexually frustrated and I have nothing on my plate at work right now. This leaves me in front of a computer screen stewing in my own personal shit. I don't have any lubricant, and since I'm circumcised (thx ma), I can't go jerk off in the bathroom stall, which I've been threatening to myself that I would do since I got here this morning before realizing that it wasn't really feasible.

    Things I would really like:
    * Renewal of girlfriend's libido
    * A goddamn fucking foreskin, or some lubricant
    * Either the mental recovery of my father, or his immediate painless death
    * Some work to do

    Thank you for listening. :rant:
     
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    JohnJohnJohnson Effetely Sipping My Latte OT Supporter

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    Gf has assured me of an imminent blowjob in the works. A good day after all.
     
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    why can't you jerk off without lubricant?
     
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    your father is a weak man. How old are you? If your old enough and can do it, just fucken bail out of there. I lived with 2 alcaholics, and they don't get better. Seriously, just leave before you end up like him. It is all a stupid cycle. i bet his father was the same way, then him, then you, then your kid. End the cycle now.
     
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    No, he's the first! My hero.
     
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    Dunno. Doesn't feel good.
     
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    well i went home and my gf made me feel 50x better. :love:
    much appreciation, props 2 her, etc.
     
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    dad is back on the bottle, however :rolleyes:
     
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    bangbanger Welcome To Banger Country.

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    Get him in a group consouling and go with him, it can help, expecially when you tell how you feel and what other people feel also. It might help.
     
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    the problem is that my dad is soooo opposed to quitting. he doesn't want people controlling him! yesterday morning was a once-in-a-year fluke.
     
  12. Fiya

    Fiya Guest

    I would tell him that he is heartless and that he doesn't give a shit about you because it's selfish if he won't take care of himself and is relying on you for all this shit. I'd totally reem him.

    But I'm a 'tough love' kind of person.

    It's like a suicidal person, I have no sympathy for those people because they don't care enough about the people that love them not to fuck everyone elses lives up by being that way. For some, it is a serious emotional problem, and in that case, they need to seek help.

    Same principle.
     
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    JohnJohnJohnson Effetely Sipping My Latte OT Supporter

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    From LAOT,

     
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    If he is so against people controling him, you'd think he'd be even more against a mere fluid taking control of every aspect of his life... :shrug:
     
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    JohnJohnJohnson Effetely Sipping My Latte OT Supporter

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    "that's very clever, but but I think that maybe, the real issue here, is why people are so eager to think that he has a problem." we're all out to get him!
     

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