So today I received a call from my next door neighbor who lives next to my parents. It was his kids birthday and he wanted to show me what he got for his birthday. So I logged into my MSN, which I never use, and talked to the kid for a little while. While I'm getting ready to sign out I get hit with an IM from my most recent ex. Apparently she wants my address so she can send me a letter, but I don't give it to her so she e-mails it to me. I'm pretty upset with myself that I read this letter and that she used things that used to be important to me. It makes me hate her, but at the same time I want to write her back. Its been 8 months since we were together after dating for almost three years. I'm doing well moving on with my life, I rarely think about her, and rarely see her at work. I guess this is me venting more then asking for advice, I just don't understand the logic here, but I guess I never will.