My GF of 10 months on her birthday semi cheated on me, the next day i catch her in her lie and we go on a break. We get back together that night, then 2 days later she decides she wants to be single in college (both freshman, she lives 2 floors below me) THis really hurt me. I've done nothing but love her to the best I could for 10 months and we'd been through so much together, for her to decide she didnt want it anymore and would rather be single fucking hurts. Im probably going to start crying a little when I write this. Flashforward to yesterday. We were talking about the future, and lots of crying on both sides. She had always talked about marriage and how I would be the perfect man she wanted to marry, and was even asking me to look at housing options for this summer to live together So we are talking, sort of making up, Im trying my best to be forgiving and still be a part of her life because Im her best friend. As im about to leave I catch her and her lie face and find out from her she slept with the one guy who has been trying to get in her pants since day 2 of college, THE DAY AFTER WE BROKEUP. BARELY EVEN 24 HOURS OF BEING SINGLE SHE SLEEPS WITH ANOTHER GUY, then wasnt even going to tell me and was saying how she couldnt get into a relationship right now or have sex. I'm fucking hurt. I'm sorry, I've never been emotional EVER in my life for something like this. She was my 1st real GF and the relationship we had was amazing. I had been good, almost to the point of too good, to her. The day of her birthday I was so looking forward taking her out to dinner and buying her an amazing ring to replace her current promise ring - but she cheated on me the night before. Then after we got back together, we plan to go out, then we break up and 1 day later shes fucking some guy. I feel like someone took my heart and ripped it to shreds. Im trying to move on and function but its really really hard. She was so much a part of my life everyday taks become hard - eating, I think of her because we always ate together, shopping, sleeping, doing fun things.. Now she wants me to be her best friend and still a part of her life with the option to get back together down the line My question is how will this help me get over her, I know it will be damn near impossible for me to get backtogether after she has slept with 20 guys, or should I even be her best friend after all the hurt she has done to me. She broke away from a relationship in which she still loved me so much, just didnt want to miss out on the college life or hurt me any farther Probably nobody will read this. I have nobody to talk to, except her which is very hard. Ive never had this happen to me in life before and i dont know what to do. The prospect of going out to meet girls and get into another relationship is scary and i dont know when ill be ready to do it. Just last night I went to the club with my fraternity, got a lil wasted and danced with this girl all night long. All I could think about was my ex gf I came home and cried for a while, then one of my friends (girl) came in and got me feeling a little better. But right now im crying, thinking about what the fuck happened as of 3 days ago to my life.