I broke it off with my fiancee just shy of 5yrs. I really tried on this one, even approached her with my problems in the relationship. The passion (read: sex) was just gone, and I really wasn't feeling a damn thing anymore. Thing is, I really do love her and cannot help but feel like such an asshole. It's pathetic cuz I can't talk to anyone about how I feel in person, it's just not me. I'm so used to talkin to her about everything. Everything reminds me of her, and all I do is drink myself to sleep every nite. It's starting to affect my everyday life. I'm up to a pack of cigarettes a day. Hell, I don't even know what this thread will accomplish. Just needed to tell someone.