I am so dissapointed and ashamed of myself....

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  1. gsteclipse97

    gsteclipse97 New Member

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    I busted my ass of for almost two years straight. I went to the gym 5-6 days a week, i completely changed how i eat. I was in the best shape of my life. I started going through a stressful time, working two jobs, and then a major career change. I told my self 2 months off from the gym to get my career going. It wont hurt me, I need to do it. Well here I am about 6 months later. I have probably been to the gym 10 times in the last 6 months. I feel like shit and compared to 6-8 months ago I look like shit.

    I am going to get back in there and be better than I ever was before. I cant belive i did this to myself after where i used to be and all the effort I put into it. I feel like I let myself down plus a few others who greatly encouraged me and were behind me to help me get better.
     
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    Just get back at it. You'll be surprised at how fast you can get back into the groove once you get started again.
     
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    i was wondering where you've been :hs:
     
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    didnt know i left a lasting impression. yea times have been crazy, i am unhappy about how i look and feel but my business and professional life has gotten a lot better. i love my career and i bought my first house.

    i guess its a trade off but i will just have to settle down some and get focused again
     
  5. damiand

    damiand Proceed

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    now at least youll have a clear mind, witha house and a steady job. nothing is stoping you from makeing a comeback. good luck broly.
     
  6. GilgaMesH

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    coincidentally, for some reason I wondered where you'd went a few days ago as well :o


    welcome back
     
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    i remember you were working with purevl while cutting and were looking good and then BAM.. gone
     
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    Sgt. Ownage you gon' be just fiiiine

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    dude seriously...my joking demeanor aside...dont even worry about it...when my physique started to go to shit its all i would see in the mirror, but when i actually stepped back and reflected on it...no one else even notices.

    even if you say 'well i do it for myself' its so easy to get back into the shape you were before...and if you decide not to...who cares body composition is not a huge deal...

    once i realized it didnt really matter it helped...its a hobby
     
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    Sgt. Ownage you gon' be just fiiiine

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    p.s. ive talked with you a lot via aim etc...youre a good dude...dont let it get you down
     
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    there's no need to be ashamed... working out isn't your career, so naturally it has to take a back seat. for me, it's nothing more than a hobby... something i do b/c it makes me happy... don't stress b/c you missed a few months working out, just get back in the gym (if you want)
     
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    Although I basically agree, I'm going to disagree with the statement of "it's so easy to get back into the shape you were before".



    That's not true. :hsd:
     
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    michael FLORIDA > *

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  13. PurEvl

    PurEvl going out gassed and not half assed...

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    well spoken sgt...i learned this long time ago
     
  14. PurEvl

    PurEvl going out gassed and not half assed...

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    if you want to go at it again let me know...i was wondering what happend, you were like a robot...perfect for bb'ing
     
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    :eek3: Where the hell have you been! holy balls
     
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    exactly what I was coming in to post...

    who gives a fuck, if it's a long-term thing for you 6 months isn't shit... you're not competing... I've been about 4 months out and it's not so bad, I'm waiting to go back in, but right now isn't the best time...
     
  17. Narcissistik

    Narcissistik We are all born original, most die copies......

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    I feel your pain.

    I'm been off for about 2 years....just starting back up.

    Good luck.
     
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    I wasn't around here when you were here, but welcome back anyway.
     
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    Just keep your head up. Wrestling was a dissappointment for me because of all the progress I lost, but right after the season it was all good when I got back to it. :hs:
     
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    wow. all i can say is thanks a lot guys. just reading your posts alone has helped me. its nice to see people remember me. my biggest thanks goes to pur. you are an awesome guy and truely helped me a lot. i do want your help again but i will wait till i get myself back on the right track and my mindset is right. i have my gym bag with me today at the office. i havent been in a while, im almost fuckin nervous to go haha

    sgt thanks for the comment man, you are an awesome guy to and i admire you. you are a fuckin hard ass worker and at your young age have a shit load of potential.
     
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    thank you man. i WILL be back. i know it. my weight has gone up about 12lbs but i am sure i have lost muscle. i feel giggly unfotunately. this time i am stripping it all off.

    do you still have the same aim?
     
  22. Filmboy44

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    I'm on a nice little break myself :)
     
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    it was nice at first, but not once i let it get outta hand and go to far
     
  24. Filmboy44

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    well I'm still watching what I eat...to some extent. I"m also only taking 3 months off. I keep extending it :o
     
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    good shit. yea it wasnt until the last couple of months when i stopped watching what i ate is when things got bad
     
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