I recently broke things off with my boyfriend, who was nothing but good to me. When asking why I decided to end things, I gladly poured out a list of flaws to him. Sure, there are little things about him that bugged me, but for some reason they became extremely pronounced near the end of our relationship. We weren't together for all that long, maybe 3 months. I got along so well with his family, as he did with mine. When looking back on all that we've done together, I feel like it was all a dream; and right now I feel almost as if he never even existed. I feel rather numb about the whole situation. That's the part that confuses me... I know everything we had was real, but the time we were together just seems like a dream. It feels like the morning after an extremely long slumber, where I try to remember what it was that I dreamt about, but all I can remember are small bits and pieces. I don't even feel like myself anymore. Maybe this whole transitioning from high school to college is what's really messing me up, or maybe my brain is deteriorating, hah. I feel like I died and have come back to life. There's really no good way to explain the feeling. Or maybe I still am dead and am just now realizing it.