SRS I always feel so dirty after i drink

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  1. SovietRussia

    SovietRussia What? You pooped in the refrigerator? OT Supporter

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    i was on no drink probation and only drank a handful of times during the last 9 months of it. now that i am free, i can legally drink, but the next morning i always feel so dirty. i feel like i drank too much, when i am trying to control my drinking so i dont get into any trouble. i think i am doing 'ok' but i feel like there is still room for improvement. i always wake up the next morning worrying about what others are thinking of me that morning. i feel dirty now. its kinda hard to explain. :wtc:
     
  2. Peyomp

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    Common problem, for an alcohlic.
     
  3. BradUF

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    I feel great when I drink!
     
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    you might want to check out some of the posts in Road to Recovery
     
  5. Darketernal

    Darketernal Watch: Aria The Origination =)

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    Move to road to recovery forum please :hs:
     
  6. SovietRussia

    SovietRussia What? You pooped in the refrigerator? OT Supporter

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    at least i can spell.
     
  7. Peyomp

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    Weh tew b dafensive end avoyd yur pwoblems. anjoy preson nixt taym awound!
     
  8. BradUF

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    Peyomp is an asshole.
     
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    That's enough.
     
  10. SovietRussia

    SovietRussia What? You pooped in the refrigerator? OT Supporter

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    :bigthumb: dont get all pussy hurt, because you were being a dick and accidently mispelled a word.
     
  11. Peyomp

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    Why don't I get all pussy helpful and call an alcoohlic or no, alcohlic an alcoholic?

    You have a problem. Attacking my spelling is just more denial. Why did you post here n the first place, if the best thing you have to do in response is to correct my speeling?
     
  12. SovietRussia

    SovietRussia What? You pooped in the refrigerator? OT Supporter

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    sorry. :wtc:
     
  13. Peyomp

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    So what are you going to dew about your drinking?
     
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    SovietRussia What? You pooped in the refrigerator? OT Supporter

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    try, and keep it normal and safe.
     
  15. Peyomp

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    Why were you on probation?
     
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    SovietRussia What? You pooped in the refrigerator? OT Supporter

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    disorderly conduct. :o
     
  17. Peyomp

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    So you post here that you feel shitty and guilty when you drink, and you just got off probation for disorderly conduct, a probation which you violated multiple times... and you're looking for what advice?

    Stop drinking. You clearly can't control yourself. Whats the point of this thread?
     
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    Good advice from peyomp. It might offend you on what he has to say, but it is all true. You can't acknowledge your problem without getting offeneded, thats just how it works. Sorry. Get some help.:)
     
  19. Peyomp

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    I feel dirty after I drink, too. Last night in an infantile emotional reaction, I drank three quarters of Urak, after washing down 2 liters of Belo beer. All with Naan bread, so I could absorb the alcohol slower and drink more and more. On the way home on my bicycle, a whole half a km, I went off the road that runs through rice fields where poisonous snakes DO live. I crashed into the bushes, layed the bike down, got up, and went home. Today, I am either seriously hungover in a "delayed" kinda way, or I have the flu, or dengue fever, or malaria, or something. I really can't tell if its the booze and all the riding I did before that yesterday or not.

    I limit myself to once a week on the drinking. That is obviously not good enough. I need to stop completely.

    There... was that hard?
     
  20. Darketernal

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    wtf :mad: dave move this to road to recovery
     
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    eligh Go To A Meeting

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    There is a copy of this in Road To Recovery as well, I think it just never got deleted here. Peyomp's advice is right, if you can't drink like a normal person, stop drinking. Hitting AA meetings help's a great deal, and working the 12 steps makes life manageable. If you don't stop, you'll end up dead, in jail, in an institution or maybe even worse.
     
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    I think I have typhoid fever. I just shit my pants. No, shorts. Ohhhhhh.
     
  23. Darketernal

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    thread delete in here :hsugh:
     
  24. Peyomp

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    Typhoid! OHhhhh fuck me. I hope its not malaria. Oh my gullet.... jesus.
     

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