i was on no drink probation and only drank a handful of times during the last 9 months of it. now that i am free, i can legally drink, but the next morning i always feel so dirty. i feel like i drank too much, when i am trying to control my drinking so i dont get into any trouble. i think i am doing 'ok' but i feel like there is still room for improvement. i always wake up the next morning worrying about what others are thinking of me that morning. i feel dirty now. its kinda hard to explain.