let's say you're 17 years old..you have a great body, great face, great eyes, in short you got good looks. You're gay and you found this great guy who you see on a daily basis and you're falling for him. You want to approach him and talk to him, get to know him but you were diagnosed with bipolar and hyper(social)tension disorder. You fall short of breath when people start asking you questions and you're not really good at starting a conversation. Your moods change from time to time. What in the world do you do?