So, I'm 19, rising college sophomore and I've had a bit of a problem since I've graduated from HS. In HS, there was one big focus for me: get into a good college. Things were pretty structured, you go in at this time, leave at this time, do homework, chill then do it again. Course schedules were pretty structured as well, some flexibility but not much. I ran XC and track so I was always busy after school as well and by the time I was done with my homework (which took 3-5 hours every night), I was exhausted and just played some video games for an hour or so before I fell asleep. However, now that I hardly have any structure to my life, I feel so lost and overwhelmed. For example, during the summer, I have no idea wtf to do with myself. So I end up usually just thinking of a bunch of stuff to do and never doing it because I keep thinking of more stuff. I just don't know what to choose. Same problem during college, though I was good with time management and always got my work done, during my free time I really didn't know what to do with myself. I can never seem to decide what to do so I make no choice at all and I would like to make a choice but I'm never confident in my choices. I had a job for the first part of summer but that was only1-2x a week and now I'm taking a class but that's only a few hours everyday. Besides what to do with my free time, I just feel really lost in general. I have no idea what direction i want to take in life and it seems to kind of "paralyze" me. It's as if I'm scared to make decisions so I just decide not to do anything which just makes things worse. There just seems to be too many choices and I've gone over so many now that it's kind of like my brain just konks out whenever I try to decide anything. NOTE: I didn't know whether to post this here or in the asylum, figured here since it's not that serious of a mental issue.