Last month, my girlfriend died while we were camping. I planned to make my entire life with her, she was only 26 and died form a fluke fucking occurrence , she was completely healthy. So I had a lot of trouble with it for the first week, and I kept busy and avoided thinking about it as much as I could since then. Its been a month and a half now and this week, its hitting me all over again like it just happened. What the shit am I supposed to do? Sitting around crying isnt gonna help, but I cant ignore it. I tried moving on, not even close to ready for that. Im completely fucking lost in all of this. I still have her things all over my house cuz I dont wanna put em all away and forget her. I know shes gone, but I dont wanna let go. Any of you guys deal with anything like this? If so what the hell did you do? I dont know what to do at all.