I'll start off by saying my father had Schizophrenia. I never really knew my father, he took his own life when I was 5. Now that side of the family does have some mental issues, and I admit I've had bouts of depression, but it's never been for long. I've never gone to a doctor about it, or a therapist and I know OT isn't the greatest place to post shit like this, but I decided to do some reading up on it today. I know Wikipedia isn't the most credible source of information and I know I shouldn't google diagnose myself, but I found this as a symptom. "Thought Disorder. It describes a persistent underlying disturbance to conscious thought and is classified largely by its effects on speech and writing. Affected persons may show pressure of speech (speaking incessantly and quickly), derailment or flight of ideas (switching topic mid-sentence or inappropriately), thought blocking, rhyming, punning, or 'word salad' when individual words may be intact but speech is incoherent." Now normally this wouldn't have bugged me, but lately people have been asking if English is my first language. I don't know if it's the way I type or what. This is also a symptom of Aspergers syndrome. I guess I could worry about every little detail in my life or just live it. I've never had any hallucinations, well at least none that I didn't induce. I am probably overreacting, I consider myself "normal", but it still scares me. Edit: I just re-read my own post and what the fuck LOL.