FRK How did you become a freak?

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  1. FairyTat

    FairyTat Anticipation, the taste of things to cum

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    I've noticed a very disturbing trend in FS these days. Too many posts not about freaky sexual practices! :coolugh: I'm not talking about the male/female pic threads. I enjoy naked pictures as much as anyone. I'm talking about all the threads discussing what is and isn't freaky, bitching about attitudes and threads being locked. Let's forget all that today and post some good old fashioned smut stories.

    So let's start it off with this topic.

    Identify your fetish/kink/sexual addiction and tell about the first time you experienced it. I'll start

    I dated the same guy all thru high school. He was a virgin when I met him but I wasn't. His virginity didn't last long. Even at 13 I was very sexually charged. About 2 years into our relationship we were in his bedroom one night fucking when we heard his parents come in. I was on top of him and I just keep right on even though he was trying to get me to be still and shut up. When they started down the hall towards his room he slapped a hand over my mouth and rolled over so that I was under him. He kept his hand over my mouth as we heard his Mom go into the bathroom (directly across from his room) and his Dad was in the kitchen just a few feet away. He was still between my legs but his cock had slipped out. I started wiggling my ass to get him to put it back in. Eventually he slipped it back in and was going to remove his hand from my mouth but I put my own hand over his to let him know I wanted him to keep it there. He proceeded to fuck me slowly while keeping his hand over my mouth. I came so hard from the sensation of being restrained and the thrill of maybe being caught.

    We turned that into a game and would do something similar everytime there was an opportunity to risk discovery. We also added to the restraint scenerio over the next two years and I enjoyed all of it. Kind of a vanilla start and I've done many many more extreme and more erotic things since then but I can still (23 years later) remember how his hand felt over my mouth and how excited I was.
     
  2. _syn

    _syn New Member

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    I am to be honest, unsure about the boundaries of my sexual deviance, as well as the origins.

    I do remember at an insanely young age... like 3 or 4 (some of my very first memories) being intrigued by stocking clad legs, lipstick and females who went through a lot of trouble/stress to look good, but I really am not sure where it comes from.

    The Vinyl 'thing' I have is only a few years old... I think that started when I was around 16 or so.
     
  3. Phantom Empress

    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    I think I've posted this various times before. I've been a freak since I can remember. I've always been drawn to the Idea of being dominated, Made to be a slave girl in a harem or to serve a Master, to please him and make him happy. I dream of Jeanie was my favorite show. ... Seriously.

    I've been masturbating since I was about 8 and I knowingly did it at about age 12 whenI knew what i was doing and did it regularly. I'd fantasize about being kidnapped and tied down by some masked handsome man that would use me and yet bring me to orgasm at his will. At age fifteen I started to tie my wrist up to the bed post while i masturbated with one hand. I remember holding my breath till I came a lot of times.

    At this point I told Tigre about it one nigth while we were onthe phone while watching Loveline on MTV. He sounded genuinely interested in what i would do and so began our little phone sex relationship. We'd Cyber, or talk onthe phone, making up sex stories Going back and forth untill we were done. Almost all the stories gave him the dominant role and I the submissive. Having someone else to tell about these ideas and feelings made them grow, since I felt that it was Ok to feel this way.... and I've never looked back in regret of that decision..
     
  4. Natas

    Natas O&A Party Rock

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    _syn - exactly the same with me. If a chick looks like she took a long time to get ready, heels, nylons, makeup, etc... That's a HUGE fetish/turn on of mine.

    I don't know where mine started. I think it's from Huslter Magazine from the early 80's. I would find my older brothers and chicks back then dressed for their photo shoots. Always had lingerie, heels etc...

    My biggest fetish is clothes, sexy, sluttly, business attire, heels, nylons, lingerie.
    In bed, my freakyness is being in control, making her my whore.
     
  5. bdstbtch

    bdstbtch New Member

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    That's basically exactly how I am. I always thought it was weird to have been like that at such a young age, so I never told anyone before. Since I have told my current SO, we've had some pretty fun times in the bedroom. ;)
     
  6. Wolf

    Wolf No one plans to take the path that brings you lowe

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    Unrestricted internet access since age 12 did it for me. :hs:

    ditto.
     
  7. BenzRenntechE74rs

    BenzRenntechE74rs New Member

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    tied a girl i liked up as a game when i was 12 and well the fun has yet to stop :)

    most peple say that it is becuase "something bad" happened when you were younger...i don't fit that at all. Come from a very privelaged family and have traditionally been in control of things...mabyee thats how, but i would think that would make me want to lose control and be submissive....
     
  8. Phantom Empress

    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    most people get that idea about 'damamged" children becoming Freaks as adults because we get in the news that "oh he was abused as a kid so now he's a sexual misfit".. but the correlation isn't as strong as they think. I know That I didn't have a fucked up youth, a good upbringing and a loving family. so :dunno:
     
  9. FairyTat

    FairyTat Anticipation, the taste of things to cum

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    I also had a "normal" upbringing. I've just been really sexual since I was a kid. I've posted on here before about playing games with my neighbor when I was really young. Lost my virginity when I was 12 by choice. I think some of us are just born freaks.

    What I need is to find a compatable freak to play with. Hmm, another thread topic maybe? How did you find your freaky partner? :rofl:
     
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    darkrick New Member

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    I don't know what started it. Just one day around the age of 13 or 14 I was playing with a friend from up the street (she was 12 at the time). It was just another game of 'make the other person yield via whatever means possible' and I got no idea how it happened (i'd say unrestricted internet helped) but somehow I ended up fingering her. She had 4 orgasms before she eventually mumbled something which sounded like 'i yeild' at which point i stopped.

    A few months later (after one of those session each week) her family moved and my Freakyness died off. Then I joined OT a while ago and it's slowly comming back :noes:
     
  11. The Secretary

    The Secretary My domestic skills will rock your socks off!

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    I was late coming into the freakyness arena. I was and still are being raised in a very christian home. My dad definitely wears the pants in the family. When I was growing up knew i had a pussy but that was never up for discussion what it actually was for besides when you get married you have sex, and thats the place where babies come out. Oh and sex ed for 3 years in middle school didnt do much for a knowledge base either. Then I went to college and i was 17 and met a boy, which at the time i really liked and we both had our first oral sessions and stuff. Then I met my current so and he since that time has taught me how to masturbate, orgasm (multiple times), and what a clit is for. I have found out that i love bondage, and being restrained, and not be in control of any sexual situation that im in and that the bum is a great place of sexual pleasure. Completely outside of what I am on a normal everyday basis. oh and btw im still only 19 now, so i still have the rest of my life to learn how to be extremely freaky hehehe
     
  12. FairyTat

    FairyTat Anticipation, the taste of things to cum

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    I told how I came to realize that I liked being restrained. Now here's the first full on leather experience I had.

    I visited a gay man’s nightclub with some friends many years ago. I was already aware that I had some strange sexual tendencies but this night I came face to face with some of them. The club was segmented into 4 areas. The first area you entered was a lounge/restaurant, the second a techno/dance bar, the third a county dance bar and finally, all the way in the back, was a leather bar. I had been in the club before and I was aware of the leather bar and had been in there a couple of times but never really saw anything. The guys I was with that night wanted to walk thru the entire club and check out the action so I followed along. When we stepped thru the doorway into the leather bar it was very dark except for the stage. I couldn’t really distinguish the other people in the room with me. The music was loud and pounding and they were having an exhibition on the stage on knife play. This exhibition was not clinical, as I said the music was pounding, it was more of a performance piece than instructional. I was surprised to note that one of the participants was female.

    There were two men and one woman and they were all clad in different items of black leather clothing with a lot of flesh showing. I had seen the leather Daddies in the bar in the past but I had never seen anything like this. The girl had a leather thong on and a leather bra that exposed her nipples and a lot of her breasts. She and one of the men were the submissives in the scene. The other man was a tall, very muscular man with short leather shorts and a harness on. His very built body was tan and oiled and he wore a hood.

    I didn’t get to witness the entire scene, my friends drug me out before it ended, but what I saw was like nothing I had ever witnessed. The only bondage, S&M type stuff I had actually seen was on porno tapes and it all looked so staged and fake that I didn’t find it exciting. You have to understand that this was pre-internet. The hooded man was slapping and kicking his slaves. He made shallow strategic cuts on their bodies. He stalked around the stage as if they were puppets made for his entertainment. The slaves cried and pleaded with their eyes but they never tried to get a way and they never cried out in pain or pleasure. It was so real. I walked out of that room knowing that I had to experience something like that. I wanted to abandon my will to another human that completely but I also wanted to control and be responsible for the pain and/or pleasure of others the way that hooded man did.

    The leather Daddies in the gay bars gave me a lot of my initial education. The first scene I participated in was with a gay Daddy and his boy. There was no sexual contact that first time but the thrill was enough. I was hooked.
     
  13. Dr. Feel Good

    Dr. Feel Good Yeah Baby This is All Part of a Routine Check up,

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    I always had these freaky feelings/thoughts inside, but it was'nt until I started fooling around with this woman who was a few years older than myself that I really started to let this side of me out. She was a school teacher and looked extreamly innocent, however she was into just about everything you could imagine, especially bitting. It was after my experiences with her that I truely let my inner freak out.
     
  14. BenzRenntechE74rs

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    exactly. thankyou for saying that, that is essentually my beleifs as well. :bowdown:
     
  15. Chrissy

    Chrissy dnb doll

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    my sexual encounters began when i was in pre-school. there was one boy in my class that used to take me and two of my best friends into the playhouse on the playground and we would play "doctor". eventually all the kids found out what we were doing and we got in so much trouble my mom still jokes around with me about it. it's sort of embarassing but explains why i was so in tune with myself as such a young age. masturbation at 4/5 years old is a bit odd, but hey...it happens. it's a wonder that i stayed a virgin until i was almost 19 but i was very private about it all (probably because i had gotten into so much trouble at such a young age). i was a snoop and found that my parents were quite freaky so seeing whips, cuffs, vibrators, lingerie, restraints...etc at an early age intruiged me. i've only been in two long-term committed relationships and of all the guys i've dated...my ex and my current boy have done a wonderful job keeping up with me ;)
     
  16. Improvolone

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    I blame the internet
     
  17. TigreTek

    TigreTek omega member OT Supporter

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    agreed.
     
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    that sounds like me to a T.

    i'm extremely private about the sexual aspects of my life and so everyone assumes that im completely innocent.. but that's not the case.

    it actually comes up more times than you would think.. someone asking 'how old were you the first time you got off?' i somehow always avoid the question because i really don't know how to explain the answer '4 years old'
     
  19. Grizz

    Grizz oh, fuck, sure ..

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    i just found out how freaky me and my girl are earlier tonight ... i don't know how it happened, but we went from nice, normal sex to ROUGH biting, scratching ... all that shit ... i'm going to have to wear a collared shirt tomorrow because of the bite marks all over my neck, not to mention my chest ... and the scratching ... wow, all i can say is wow.

    i think it's safe to say i'm a total freak now, and it just started like 1/2 hour ago :bigthumb:
     
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    I starting having sex....then i just spiraled from there!!
     
  21. Tornado6

    Tornado6 When the wind set down in funnel form and pulled y

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    I am a proud graduate of the "Get 'Em Young, Train 'Em Right" school. That's what the older guys used to say when someone was riding their nuts about dating a younger girl. We didn't have the internet to teach us back then. What we did have was a "porn stash" hidden in the girders of a bridge at a local park. It was usually just the little paper ads for videos with 70 tiny pictures per page. Oh, and we had each other, of course :naughty:

    My first was also a virgin, and Catholic, and I had things I wanted to try but didn't dare because I didn't want him to think I was "gross." I dated my second boyfriend from the middle of my Freshman year in High School until the summer before my Senior year. He was about five years older and obviously more experienced. He guided me through a whole bunch of firsts in a loving, trustworthy way. We had sex outside, inside, in the back seat, front seat, in the bed of a truck, in a boat, in the water, on the beach, on a picnic table about 50 feet from my friend's dad - pretty much wherever we could. He'd get me to ride around in the truck with as little clothing as possible on whenever he could. He took everything I had in my head about sex and not only made it OK, he actively encouraged it, and occasionally pushed me just a little beyond what was comfortable. It was usually only uncomfortable the first time, just like sex itself, so my horizons were continually expanded.

    Unfortunately, it was only about a year and a half after we broke up that I met my ex-husband. I spent almost eight years unlearning and repressing with him. He had the same attitude about sex as my first, which came from a nearly identical overbearing Catholic mother. He didn't even want me to go down on him. Over the years, it wore me down. I started to believe that my fairly normal sexual preferences were "gross." I eventually began to feel completely unattractive. It was sad.

    We've been divorced for almost three years now, and I have been busy relearning.
     
  22. FairyTat

    FairyTat Anticipation, the taste of things to cum

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    I think a lot of us have had that kind of experience. A partner that looks down on your desires or ridicules you for your appetite can do a lot of damage.

    Congrats on your freedom! :bigthumb: Long live the freaks! :naughty:
     
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    started high school at 13 and quickly became attracted to a girl who wore the school colour code of black bottoms and white top along with those leather school shoes - it wasn't until several months later that she got some new sports shoes that I really missed her other ones
    over the following years my shoe fetish became slowly more intensive along with feet and legs but wasn't until the end of high school at around 16 years old that this fetish became pure enjoyment to think about and look at

    because of the black bottom colour code many girls wore tight black pants which kept me in a daily trance looking at girls arses throughout high school

    i think it wasn't until after seeing The Matrix Reloaded and Monica Bellucci in tight latex that this fetish became truly amazing - i had liked leather and latex previously but not as much until this point

    any of my other fetishes i think have come from the internet
     
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  25. Wolf

    Wolf No one plans to take the path that brings you lowe

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    Curious how much of an effect it appears the internet's had on freakyness. :hsughr:

    Can't wait to see what'll be considered freaky in 20 years. :noes:
     

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