I have a hard time expressing my emotions. I have a hard time talking to people about my problems. I just can't seem to put it into words and say it. I don't know. Maybe I don't like to feel vulnerable to someone else, but I feel like I'm going to explode. When I do get to saying or writing down some of the shit thats been on my chest, I always get the feeling like, its not serious enough to waste my time or others time on it. See, this post took me about 30 minutes to write.