I have Borderline Personality Disorder. I'm sick and fucking tired of it ruining my relationships cause I can't "get a grip" like normal people. Every girl I've been with has stuck it out for as long as I want them to but I always end it cause I feel bad for what I put them through. I went to a counselor today cause I just want to get my shit straight and it was way over her head. She was trying to tell me I'm bipolar. I'm not fucking bipolar. I never have a manic episode. I believe I have the symptoms for hypomanic episodes but that's part of my BPD. I wish the bitch I talked to today was more openminded. I know what I do and who I do it to and why. I just can't fix it.