Ever since I started dating I've always had girls who had boyfriends like me. Granted their relationships have been on the rocks most of the time, but none the less they at the time of talking to me have been taken.. I however have been a shitty dude and continued in the pursuit. Im not sure why it is, maybe in the hope that they will leave him, which never happens, and even if it did I wouldnt really want them anymore. I know I'm a shitty dude for helping these girls cheat, but honestly it is so hard to resist since it seems that these really are the ONLY girls that seem to be attracted to me. Im in a hard spot right now because I really really like this girl. I thought she had left her boyfriend, but found out a bout 2 days ago that she didnt. Their relationship has been off and on for 3 years, she finally was ready to break up with him for good but he appologized(apparently something he's never done before) and so she is still with him. We got along outstandingly as friends, I've known her for almost 3 years now, but were never close until a few weeks ago. I would have never expected this but, yesterday we went out to a museum/park and had probably one of the most amazing "dates" i've ever been on, she went to work but later that night we ended up hanging out at my best friends house, we kissed and cuddled all night. Now I don't know what to do. The last time this happened (different girl) I asked her to choose either me or her boyfriend, of course she chose him. I feel extremely guilty for what I did but don't regret it. She came onto me. i am so damn confused, i really hate this.