I miss my love. She was very sick and in a lot of pain. The family decided to take her off life support. I always believed she would be ok and make it through. It's hard to believe someone you have talked with daily and spent countless hours with is all of a sudden gone. I keep listening to the last message she left on my cell when she was still doing ok. I wish I had a chance to say goodbye. I'm not sure why I'm posting this now. Maybe I hope she can somehow see it. I miss you baby.