Back in april of 06 I started dating this girl. First date we hit off like I have never connected with someone before. We spent everyday together for 2 months straight. Then one night I went out with a buddy of mine from HS that I havent seen in awhile and made some bad decisions. Ended up staying at a girls house, didnt fuck her but we messed around. The next day I told my current GF. She ended up forgiving me and taking me back. Around 4 months later Im at work one day and she calls and said she thinks she has herpes. Here I am thinking I gave this poor girl herpes (i was only the 4th she has been with). After some thinking I think something is up. I have never onced showed symptoms. Anyway she left her myspace account logged in one day at my house and I found out she went and fucked her ex-boyfriend while she was out of town for a jehovah witness convention. Everyone gets tested, I am the only clean one. Of course we broke up. She cheated (which i did as well) and made me think I gave her herpes when after a month of fucking her ex-bf she has symptoms. Anyway like the pussy I am I end up taking her back. I honestly thought she was the one and as long as we didnt have sex while she had an outbreak things would be ok. And if not oh well I thought I was going to be with her forever. Back in march of 07 she decided to call it quits because she was a witness and I dont believe anything they believe in really. And also because I was never really able to trust her. Come to find out, after we broke up the last time she was with some guy from her work every night for a week. Why am I still hurt? Why cant I stop thinking about her? Am I ever going to be able to trust women again?