i dunno what to do, I dont date and this is the first girl ive dated in along time (2 years), she wants to take a break and said we should because its been rocky/wierd for awhile. And i agree that it has but just seems wierd i thought we were taking a break but she broke up with me on facebook mamoru and i awlays though that taking a break = together still but no talking/seeing each other for awhile and still together breaking up = no talkign seeing each other but not together.. it just sorta hit me, we still love each other but im going through a hard time (work + pressure + emotional problems) have been stressing me out lately and she believes that she been mistreating and taking me for granted so wanted a braek to think about everything. the worst thing is that its her grad in 2 weeks, and our anniversy on saturday. so i feel horrible cause i feel like i caused all these problems cause she's usually happy when im happy and i guess the last 4-5 days before we decided to take a break got to her and she realized all this. I dont know what to do or get my mind off things. I work and workout and usually kill 12 hours of the day betweenmy summer job + running company + working out but for the other 4-5 hours i have before i go sleep i constantly question what I did wrong and why I'm like this. The stress is coming from working 10 hour days at my summer labor job, then running to do my business work (part time but only can do it till 7pm its good money and my parents and I own the company so i cant say i quit), the pressure from my parents seems like I should be running the business I do all the deposits, keep track of the books (going to 3rd year accounting) do all the remittance/payroll/invoicing and it seems like my gf wasbored of me so that finally got to me and i was looking at pictures and found out some guy that she's known since jr high was talking to her fine and ti seemed like she was flirting with him (ex: too bad i wasnt there i could of been ur grad date, complimented him on how he looked at grad) And the fact her ex bf/guys always try to hit on her and talk. I know shes faithful and loves me but i guess im scared of losing her cause im uncomfortable with myself. and the emotional problem stems from me being scared of losing her to guys that are better looking (not that im hideous) + accomplishg (1 guy is a jock she went out with b4 and parents like him, andn the other recently played pro soccer vs david beckham and is just a good looking dude) and the fact that I'm smaller guy. 5'6-5'7 @ 120-130 I go to the gym and workout buut havent gained much weight due to not eating enough during the school year when i started (lazy habits i cleaned up and eat alot more since starting work) Strength increased but i want the weight to icnrease too. (my friends sometimes make jokes or gf ocmments on me being little (my gf is smaller but its like atleast im trying to get bigger) Im just lost and need help with everything. I thought the gym would help but all i do is go there and question why i even do this even though it is improving me. help I usual push feeling aside and dont share anything with family or friends on how i feel and find it hard to so I'd rather share with anonymous people and dont want to go see professional help.