I've got to be the most self conscious person I know. People terrify me. All I think about all day is what people think about when they see me or hear me. This is really obvious to everyone because it makes me speak, walk, and pretty much do everything awkwardly because I'm always so nervous and self conscious. Even when I'm playing shows in my band, I know people watching are jealous and would love to be in my spot, but I look at the ground and barely move because I think I look weird or awkward. It's gotten slightly better since high school when I was a nervous wreck constantly. I still manage to be pretty happy and have friends and stuff, but I think I'd enjoy myself and life a lot more if this problem disappeared.