I am fucking sick and tired of it. That's all that can be said about it. As of today I am dramatically changing everything. I know what works and what doesn't work. I am quitting all escapist drugs. I will be using only performance enchancing drugs. Such as ativan for social activity. I will be busting my ass off. I am becoming a slave to the treadmill. I will stop eating shit and eat stone age food no matter how much effort is required. I swear by the cross I wear that I will not break any of these promises. I will report my progress every single day. I hope people can bash me when I am not improving. I will do the same for you if you want to join me Who's with me? If you want to stay and sit on the couch, fine... I don't fuckin care. And there are those in the other category. Hi!