FS Interview: BrokenHalo

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  1. TigreTek

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    name?- Nichole (add Marie if I'm in trouble)

    age?- 23

    gender?- Female

    ethnicity?- Caucasian. A glass of Irish mixed with a splash of German.

    where raised?-York, Pennsylvania

    level and place of education?- Associate in Specialized Technology - major Graphic Design. I have some stuff in Psychology as well... but lets not go there.

    occupation?- Full time graphic designer. If you ever go bowling, let me know.

    hobbies?- Drawing, playing video games, knitting/crocheting... as well as a plethora of other crafty projects that I start and never finish.

    sexual preference?- Call me bi-curious. I have yet to be with a woman in that way. I've kissed one and seen plenty of boobs, but never got to touch any. I think I would prefer to just have a girl as a play thing... I don't think that I could get into a serious relationship with one. Mostly because I'm getting married next year... but yeah.

    measurements???- I used to be a really slender thing, very muscular. But since college, I've softened out a little and finally gotten some curves. I'm 5'6 and curvy in the right places. 38 C.

    how many/type of toys- Ok... well. I'll just name the ones that are in use. I have a lot, but most of them are just collecting dust because I haven't thrown them out yet. But I have 5 glass plugs/dildos of various sizes. Multiple vibrators: silver bullet, waterproof bullet, doc johnson pocket rocket, and the hitachi magic wand that plugs into the wall. That fucker sounds like a lawn mower when I turn it on. Aside from that, I have about 25 feet of purple japanese silk rope, a few velcro cuff sets, underbed restraint system, posture collar, turian collar, 2 ball gags, 2 whips, a "slut" paddle, nipple clamps (although currently not in use because my nipples are pierced), several other collars including one with nipple clamps attached and one with "slut" on it in little metal letters. And they're all crammed in a little wooden box that I have to paint and decorate sometime soon (yet another one of those crafty projects I'll never do.)

    favorite toys/instruments/equipment for use on self and on partner- I love vibrators. I love the glass plugs too. I like being paddled, but I'm not a huge fan of the whip.

    likes & dislikes on an FS level- Likes: I am a switch. I love to be ordered around by him. I like to dress up, wear sexy lingerie or corsets. And I love shoes now. I like just regular sex too. Forced oral is always fun. I like to be pampered and told I'm a good girl when I'm subbing. I love the idea of having a female play thing. I don't like the idea of topping a guy. I like boobs, butts, and pretty lips.

    Dislikes: I don't like scat, piss, puke, bestiality (although I'll watch that one), anything that involves kids, and anything that will seriously injure me. I don't like blood either, shedding it, tasting it, or having it on me. I don't like being tortured to the point of tears (although I can take a good beating) and I don't like humiliation (I have self-esteem issues).

    best and worst experiences with FS stuff- The best to say the least was the beginning of March this year when the hunny and I went to a bed and breakfast. He had bought a vinyl outfit for me for christmas (corset, garter belt, thong, thigh high boots) but I had yet to wear it. I packed it without his knowledge, and the surprised him with it. That was the best night of fucking ever. Forced oral, rough sex, gagging, choking, even anal. :drool:

    Worst? I don't know if I've had a worst yet... well maybe. The third anal experience I had. Jesus fuck was that awful.

    fantasies- I fantasize about a lot. Thats why I write like I do. But the ones that I would like to come true... I'd like to top a girl with him there. Do all kinds of kinky stuff to her. I'd also like to have a live-in pet that I topped. I'd also like to run my own dungeon.

    tell us about your childhood.- It was really normal. I got my ass beaten on occasion, but I was a good kid. No abuse. I got grounded a lot though.

    what do you think contributed to your like/dislike of teh FS.- I'd say it was probably just being able to access it. My sexual interests have grown a lot since my early years (I started at 14). Just being able to talk to like minded people, have plenty of access to porn, and an open-minded lifestyle all really helped.
    Why would you consider yourself freaky?- I don't know. Probably because most of my "normal" friends' jaws drop whenever I even slightly hint at anything out of the ordinary. Like me liking girls. My best friend knows about it, and shares in my interest... but thats about it. The rest shy away. I don't know if its because they really don't like the idea, or they're just scared of being labeled a freak. I relish in the idea. I love not being normal in my though processes. It makes life more exciting on a daily basis.

    When did you get an attack of the freakiness?-like, the first time, or recently? i really started actually doing the freak stuff with my fiance, when we first got together. before that, it was just porn i'd watch, but never anything that i would do. i don't know why, but he just makes me so comfortable, so i felt ok unleashing it. he was totally vanilla when we started dating... now... not so much.
    recently, it would've been almost a month ago. i've been super stressed and not feeling very leather lately.

    Are your siblings freaky?- I don't have any.

    How open minded are you?- There are some things that I don't accept. Scat, piss, puke, etc. Its just gross. And its unhealthy. Yuck. But otherwise, I don't care if you're gay 6 ways from sunday and do it openly in public. I don't care if you dress in a gimp suit and walk down the street. I feel like its empowering, when people are openminded. It lets us really be free and really accept people for who they are, so we can move on with our own lives. Nothing irks me more than people who can't get around other people's lifestyles and all they do is dwell on it all the time and bitch about it and try to change it *ahem* Bush and homosexuals *ahem* *cough* yeah.

    Have you ever been involved in a 3some? orgy? a gangbang?- Threesome: No not yet, but I think I might want to try it, MFF. Orgy: No, and I don't think I'd really be into it. Too many people and too little attention span. Gangbang: nah, unless you consider girls a gangbang. My fiance's penor is the only penor I need.

    What do you look for in another partner?- Humor similar to mine, similar interest, an open mind, nice eyes, cute smile, and sparkling personality. perfection is not welcome here, however.

    Are you a swinger?- Not currently.

    have you ever considered swinging?- yes, i think.

    Have you ever been to a lifestyle establishment? If so, how was your experience?- no. i've never been to anything like that. although a swinger's club just opened up in hellam, so i might go there sometime with the boy... although i don't really know what to expect.

    Have you ever been to a house party? If so how was the first one ever attended?-No, what the hell is a house party?

    Do you think a persons promiscuity or lack there of has to do with their childhood?- I suppose it could, but I can't say that its the same in every case. I know with me, I think that my grounding all the time when I was younger contributes to the fact that I like to be ordered around in the bedroom. But I can't really say that anything else that happened to me in my childhood directly affects me now. I could be wrong, and perhaps I should do a self-analysis... but for now, I'd say it depends on the specific situation.

    Have you used online sites for the sole reason of getting sex?- yeah, but we never went through with it. I haven't joined one on my own, but I don't really need to.

    What's your fav. body part of the opposite sex? same sex?-
    Men: backs, asses, smile
    women: boobs, curves in general, lips
    both: eyes

    any fetishes? (what?)- not in the actual sense of the word, no. but i love the smell and feel of leather, glass, metal, and i love the look of high heels (but not feet). so i guess they're just triggers.

    favorite outfit for a partner- Nothing too specific. I like it if he wears a pair of his faded or rusted jeans with no shirt and no shoes or socks. I like him in just boxer briefs too, preferably black. and a nice suit looks fantastic on him, with a tie :)



    I'd like to thank BrokenHalo for her time. please feel free to ask any additional questions in here.

    damn you baneboi!

    If you would like to be interviewed in the future, have questions you'd like to see in future interviews or have any thoughts or concerns on the interviews, please feel free to PM me :)

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    Past interviews:
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    Phantom Empress
     
  2. BrokenHalo

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    I should've proofread :o
     
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    TigreTek omega member OT Supporter

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    pm me what you want fixed :)
     
  4. Phantom Empress

    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    After you marry , will you continue to be into the idea of playing with girls? Will your soon to be husband be interested in it?

    Is pain a turn on to you or is it more the idea of the person inflicting pain?
     
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    TigreTek omega member OT Supporter

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    what video games? favorite platform and favorite game?

    tell us something about yourself that you didn't give in the interview.

    explain the self esteem issue, if you want.
     
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    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    Have you Topped before?
    what makes you uncomfortable/apprehesive about or dislike Topping a male?
     
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    TigreTek omega member OT Supporter

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    i'm really curious as to your dislike of humiliation, though you said it was linked to a self esteem issue. i don't want you to discuss things you're not comfortable discussing, but if you'd like to take a shot at it, i'd love to listen.
     
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    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    I was about to ask that.




    Do you guys have a safeword?
    Hard limits during play (ie you will NOT tollerate This or that)? HAve your limits expanded?
     
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    Yes, I will. As we progress in our relationship, I get more and more comfortable with the idea. And of course he'll be interested... he's a guy :o

    I think its more of the idea. Although a good spanking/paddling/slapping/choking will get me wet, but I think its still more of a mind thing.

    I'm kind of doppy, and I injure myself quite frequently... I can't really say that I've ever enjoyed it (although that time that I almost broke my fucking toe off getting out of the shower had me laughing like a motherfucker through my tears and shaking limbs). I just like how turned on he gets by it. And I don't think that he's turned on that he's hurting me, I think its just that I'm letting him do what he wants... its the control he has.
     
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    I liked Pikman. I played Bloodrayne until I thought my eyes were going to pop out. I love playing MarioKart/Party/Baseball. I've beaten all of the old school Mario games. I also like the Sim type games and Animal Crossing.

    umm... I have 5 tattoos and several piercings.

    and the self esteem... well lets see. without going into too much detail... I was never really "popular" in school. I had a fuckton of friends, but I wasn't in the "in" crowd. I got picked on a lot because my parents weren't rich like everyone else's. And I am an only child, so I didn't get the abuse from a young age. It started when I was in middle school and just hit me like a ton of bricks.
     
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    No, I haven't topped yet :wtc:

    I don't find men in that type of situation attractive really. (Although this contradicts what I've told BaneBoi... he's an exception) I just don't like the idea of a straight guy getting all sissified. I don't like the idea of Femdom or totaly female worship by males. I guess I just see guys as protectors that are supposed to be strong, and to see that affront taken down is somewhat disturbing to me.
     
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    No no, I'm cool with it.

    I guess I should explain. I don't like being yelled at. I wouldn't like to be called a "Fat whore" or something really terrible and demeaning like that. I liked to be called things like a dirty little slut... but as long as its not in a mean way. I have to say this probably stems from my mom and I getting into horrible arguments and her calling me a selfish bitch and whatnot. It really hurt and I don't like hearing it... I guess because I'm not sure if its really true or not. And I don't like to be made fun of. I had glasses and braces and ugly hair for awhile in school and got picked on a lot. So that kind of thing is a total turn off for me too.

    I like to be babied and pampered while I'm being ordered to suck his cock :o
     
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    Yes, marshmallow. Although its hard for me to say with a straight face. As soon as I think of it, I start laughing. I've only had to use it twice though.

    I will not tolerate ATM. I don't care if I've just cleaned that thing out with Niagara Falls... the thought of it makes me want to vomit. I don't like forced anal either, only because I got injured once when I thought I'd like to try it. I'll do anal if ordered, but I have to be worked up to it first.

    Yes, my limits have gotten much broader. I didn't like to be called anything at all when we first started, or to have to call him anything. I didn't like to be choked either, or gagged during oral. I also didn't like anal at all, and I didn't really dress up or anything like that. All those things have changed now. I let pretty much anything fly and I'll try almost anything at least once.
     
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    meh... just a few grammatical errors. nothing big. they can get over it :mamoru:
     
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    I see you motherfuckers down there :squint:
    Don't make me beat attention out of you... because I'll do it... so help me god...
















    :mamoru:
     
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    go into bigger detail on the pampering while subbing.
     
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    ok...

    I like to be told I'm doing a good job at whatever it is I'm doing. I like to be complimented. I like to hear him say nice things to me while he's beating my ass. The voice he uses when he talks to me, its sweet and comforting, but subtley commanding. Only when I am being obstinate does he get louder and rougher, but he only does it if I'm asking for it... and if I'm asking for it, obviously I'm not going to mind it.

    When we went to the bed and breakfast and I surprised him with my outfit is probably the best example of what I like. I heard how hot I looked and how turned on he was. He had a raging hardon in no time, which is also a compliment to me. And he gagged me for a little and spanked me and told me how good my ass looked all red and welted up.

    Then he ungagged me and then regagged me with his cock and was telling me how good of a job I was doing sucking it. He'd run his fingers through my hair and then grab a big handful of it.

    Then I got cuffed and flipped over and he'd stroke my face and tell me how beautiful I was and how much of a good little girl I was. Just those actions alone made me fucking soaked.

    He's usually a very quiet sexer, but the noises he was making that night. I just like to know I'm doing a good job, it boosts my confidence. Apparently that night I was doing an excellent job :o


    Basically, I'm a spoiled brat and I like to be treated like one. :mamoru:
     
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    fixed.
     
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    So would you be interested in topping a chic w/o your man present? Or is part of the fantasy having him there watching?

    Is your attration towards girls only physical? Like, have you ever had an actual crush on a girl/wanted to date one?


    When you say whip, do you mean bull-whip or flogger? Why dont you like them as much as paddles or spanking? Have you ever tried a riding crop, or a cane?

    How does the glass feel compared to plastic/latex/etc?


    :love:


    Oh hellyeah! I'll be yer exception sessy! :naughty: :mamoru:


    Promise? :mamoru:
     
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    Wow, you sound quite alot like my girly, even down to the least favorite experience (though it was her second time doing anal, and we used warming lube :doh: ).

    so, for a question:
    Any interest in public play? TigreTek's thread has this topic stuck in my head now.
    Also, what do you bowl on average?
     
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    Who does your hair?

    And when can I have my frilly undies back?
     
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    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    find yourself A pet to play with. it's fun.

    And yeah I know how you feel about the femdom thing. I don't like seeing Burly men getting topped by girlies too often, though i was at The fetish party and witnessed it in person. The expression on that 6'3", big strong man with his pants around his ankles getting flogged by a short little asian hottie changed my mind.

    You said your fiance as come a long way in his vanilla to Freaky transformation. Anything you want him to do that he hasn't done yet? Is there anything HE has hard limits on that you wish he didn't?
     
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    I go bowling, 3 times a week...why should we let you know when you go?

    Any majorly embarrassing experiences? (People walking in on you, overhearing, etc.)
     
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    Not right away. Its not something that I want to do behind his back. Its an experience that I want him to be a part of. If he would allow it later on, then sure, if I'm comfortable with it. But its not something that I'm requiring.


    For now, its purely physical, I think. If I didn't have a fiance, I might say differently... but I haven't been looking at any girls to date. I've only been looking at girls as potential play things.


    I guess its more of a flogger (although I do have a bullwhip... but its a toy I've had since the first time I went to Frontier Town) I don't like them as much because its more of a tickling sensation. I hate being tickled. I would like to try a crop, but I haven't yet. I'm not sure I'm into the cane thing, but I guess it would depend. I've never tried it.

    There is no comparison. Glass is the only way to go. You can make it cold or warm and it keeps its temperature for awhile. Its smooth and doesn't grab onto your skin. It requires little to no lube, and I just love the clean look of it. I only get the clear glass ones. They're just more aesthetically pleasing to me. I like everything to be clean looking, uniform in color, and sophisticated
     

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