Hmm... Due to the fact that I've drank a considerable amount, I'm prob posting this because no one else wants to hear my shit at 2:30 in the AM! 3 year ago, my best friend let it be known his feeling for me, albeit, through my best friend. Whatever. I was seeing someone rather seriously at the time, and he was getting ready to spend a year in Japan/overseas, so I turned him down. A year later I was single, realized what I gave up, and confessed my feelings for him, and he rejected me. Needless to say, I'm pretty sure I've got it bad for him. I compare everyone to him blah blah blah. Found out today, not even through HIM, but his myspace that he's got a new girl. She's not very attractive, whatever, looks aren't everything, but she went to technical college for massage therapy, and has a full time job working nights at some carpet store. And I'm just left scrathing my head wondering what she has that I don't AND why he didn't tell me.. I guess I should add, I'm in PA, and he's stationed in NC, so it's not like we see each other everyday.. I'm not even looking for advice, I just really needed to vent I guess..