FRK freaky to some, not freaky to others

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  1. Buckaroo Banzai2

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    I'm not sure why I am posting this thread. This has been bugging me for quite some time.

    I know we get a lot of people passing through here some just to lurk and oogle, others for a safe haven, others to get ideas and feel connected.

    I am a little of all of those. The thing is, who decides whats freaky and whats not? Do the hard core freaks think that if you arent super freaky then you dont belong? I know some things are decided by their definition, such as a fetish. But what about some of us that are pushing ourselves to an extreme( out of our comfort zone) and consider ourselves freaky yet we arent as hardcore as others.

    I guess I'm just rambling. I just feel so out of place here sometimes, nowadays. I am a freak in my own world but not in this one. Like there's no spot for me.

    yeah I know this might not belong here so move it if you need to.

    :hs:

    anybodys thoughts?
     
  2. Lavender

    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    I'm really new to all of this, and only a few months ago realized this "freaky" side I have. I also feel out of place here, but I use the things that I don't know about, or things that I probably wouldn't try as a learning experience. I'm really just exploring myself, and finding out who I am. Plus, this is a place I can ask questions and say things that I can't say in front of my friends without feeling embarrassed. So the people here may not think I'm all that "freaky," but some people are still just learning, and getting into it.
     
  3. Phantom Empress

    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    I think if something is an out of comfort zone experience for YOU an dyou feel that you can share and contribute, then there is no real problem with having it here.

    I think FS is just more of a place to share things most people wouldn't consider "average" or "normal" as far as the sexual arena. whether noob to teh acts or just interested in knowing what Other people do in their bedrooms that you may not have thought about, I think all should be welcome.... and Banzai, you Are super welcome here in FS. :kiss:
     
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    Thanks Lavender for your thoughts. I am a lot like you in the fact that I am new(only a few years) to the freakyside of myself.

    PE I have always felt welcomed by others here, especially you. :kiss: Dont want to make it seem like I havent. Thanks for your input as well. I agree with you 100%. Guess I just felt that I was so vanilla lately compared to a lot of people.
     
  5. Lavender

    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    Question: what is with the term vanilla? You guys use it alot, and i've never heard "vanilla" used in that... way.
     
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    i believe true freaks don't measure it, not unless they were snobby jerks...but how can someone who likes otter fisting be a snobby jerk about it? they are more understanding about people getting in touch with their inner freak and willing to help educate.

    personally I come to FS mainly because you all are "my kinda people" good senses of humor, twisted minds...creativity...things like that, and of course more mature than other parts of this site. was the same way in school, you'd see a bunch of kids in all black, fishnet sleeves, fangs, spiked collars, etc, than me, shorts and a shirt, right in the middle of them. But they wouldn't have me any other way =P

    Anyhow, freaks are my friends, I'm working on getting more in touch with my inner freak as we speak too.
     
  7. Phantom Empress

    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    Vanilla being the plainest flavor of anything it makes sence that it's used to describe a Plain or "normal" lifestyle. nothing bad about vanilla, just not as complex a flavor.
     
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    Vanilla I believe is used instead of plain...as in Vanilla sex, standard non freaky sex, missionary probably. Means nothing freaky or abnormal.
     
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    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    I really have to start useing that word in my poetry....All of you give me the greatest idea's! :bowdown:
     
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    Poetry! do post some. Freaky or not, i'd like to see some atleast.
     
  11. Lavender

    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    This is a new poem I just wrote. I'm still not sure about it, I wrote it staring at my lava lamp.

    Volcano

    The pink vibrance fills the room
    Bouncing off the white walls of uncertainty
    The light from the floating lava sends out an electric vibe
    To calm that retched mood.
    Does he realize what he is doing to you?
    The question plays over and over in your head
    The dark only lit by hot wax
    As though it is your only source of light
    He sits and asks you these things
    Describes his intentions in details
    That your mother wouldn’t approve of.
    As you listen to the smooth voice
    And feel his soft touch
    Your eyes dare not look away from the glow
    It is keeping you safe from looking at him
    Into those vivid green eyes you see in your sleep.
    They contrast so with the pink
    Making him look like the devil him self
    Offering himself in a lustrous ploy
    To win you back.
    No! You will not go back
    Though he is appealing, those eyes, those hands
    And those lips! It is enough to light you up
    But you don’t look at him; it is your only defense.
    Even when he says those three words.
    The words you would have died to hear a month ago
    The words you imagined him saying
    The words you had choked out the last time he left you in iced tears…
    You cannot look at him.
    Only the pink wax, floating in its own ecstasy
    Is in your focus.
    You watch as one bubble goes up, and another goes down
    Disappearing into the sea of molten fire
    Now he wants the first bubble back.
    He can’t have it
    Because you have melted into something more
    Sparking your own flames, you melt
    Bubble after bubble striving to reach the top
    The blazing emotion making temperature rocket
    Spewing over the sides
    Destroying every other emotion on the way down
    Until your heart steams for yourself
    And only yourself
    He will no longer make you erupt
    Prying your eyes away from the joyous pink
    That sits calm in its own containment
    You look at him
    Lips and all
    And feel nothing.

     
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    beautiful
     
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    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    :sad2:
     
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    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    I'm still not sure about it. But thank you :)
     
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    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    I wanna go stare at my lava lamp now..... it's pink tooo!
     
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    I have the Bright orange one with the black top and bottom, helped me visualize the poem. I think it was very well done.
     
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    wow depressing but great

    Cool poem Lavender
     
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    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    I had all my lights turn off and it was just floating... I felt high or something and just wrote. And thats what came out.

    Pink is my favorite color. Not like baby pink, like hot pink! (I usually wear it with black)
     
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    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    Thank you! :) It's hard for me to show my work, I just don't know what people will think.
     
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    Pink and black attack rocks =)
     
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    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    I have the hottest pink and black thigh high/garder set! I wear it and turn myself on! :clit:
     
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    I think we love you.....will you marry me? :wavey:
     
  24. Phantom Empress

    Phantom Empress mmmmmm tasty!!!

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    heheheh I have Hot pink fishnet hose or my whole body and a hot pink wig.... I used to hate pink but when Paired with shiney blach vinyl I can't help but love it..
     
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    Lavender Easter is my favorite holiday...

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    :eek3: Buy me a house and a car and I'll think about it. :x:

    PE- oh I know, I'm HOOKED!
     

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