So I'm kinda new at this and I've been lurking around for a bit but I figured I might as well give it a shot. For some reason I just can't find myself to care about anything. Even things I should care about like school and family and stuff. I can't care enough to try harder in school and as a result I'm being threatened to be kicked out. And even then, I still can't care. My family was a little shaky a while ago and I had to pretend as if I cared then so that I wouldn't look like a complete douchebag for not. Even one of my friends had a breast cancer scare but still... I was more like "tell me how it goes on your exam!" and I had to force myself to remember and ask about it. I don't really care about anything future wise either. I feel as if I'm kinda going no where right now due to my horrible grades and I just can't get myself out of it. This has been going on now for about two years or so. The thing is I don't really want this feeling of not caring to last forever but at the same time I don't really care if I do or not. It's a horrible cycle. I don't really know what to do about it. I mean I'm already going to a therapist but it's not really helping seeing as I've been with him since February. Is anyone else familiar with this experience? tl;dr version: I'm feeling numb and I can't bring myself to care about anything.