I have felt this way since mid december last year, felt better a few weeks in january, but now Im down again. I have no drive to wake up early in the morning, no drive to do anything anymore really. Just a feeling of emptiness deep inside me. Ive tried working out, eating well, still no difference. I just feel down, feel blue. I have everything I want, everything I wanted I have now. Good friends, supporting family, good social life, studies work all going well. Is stressful sometimes because of both studies and job. Couldnt sleep well a few weeks ago. Just dont have a girlfriend but neither did I find anygirl I met so far as girlfriend material. What the hell is my problem? Life should be great, and here I am writing here instead of being with my friends at a great party a few blocks away. I was there this evening, and decided to go home as I felt too low, everyone I met, even nice girls, I was just feeling im not myself. For example I didnt hug the nice girls, as I usualy would do. Didnt feel like greeting them so warmly. am I getting shizo or some other serious illnes?