Not sure even where to take it, but today I have felt like crap. Maybe its because its Monday and I had trouble sleeping and am tired. But really last night for some reason one of my lady friends started showing some anger to me last night while talking. She kept tearing at the issue that when she was out here time that I was very quiet and seemed pist off the whole time. The issue I guess really isn't that time but when she questioned me. I am not even aware of what I said but she came forward with saying some mean comments about me, which didn't bother me. Which was her main point. Anytime she would ask me something personal I would answer or somehow word my answer to be so vague and change the topic everytime. In turn she just said that she is going to say whatever since she knows that I don't care and really am not ingesting what she is asking or questioning. Which I guess was good cause I feel retarded about it now, but know its an on going issue with me. Sorry if that lil spec of shit I wrote above made any sense. I just needed to write something out.