Since I got banned about two weeks ago my life has continued to spiral down. I got back to school from spring break the next day to learn one of my suitemates had died in a dirtbike accident. I had a couple convos with the ex which ultimatley ended with us not talking and blocking on aim. The saddest part being I still miss her every day. I find myself today unable to be happy, crying for no fucking reason and occasionally punching a wall just to feel pain. I slept like half the day, ate little and avoided as much social contact. Honestly what the fuck is wrong with me?