So many of you may remember my break up thread about 2 and a half months ago. For those who don't: I was about to move in with my now exgirlfriend into a place I found for the two of us in Nashville. She was up in Michigan taking care of her dad and was going to move down in febuary. The week before she is coming she tells me she got a job in Michigan and is taking it and break up with me and not moving. Two weeks later I find out it was actually some other guy. So fast forward to 3 days ago. After 2 solid months of total silence I get this email: Please read....please I know I am the last person on the face of the Earth you want to hear from. Please know I'm not trying to stir up emotions in you. I'm not a heartless bitch like you might think I am. Any ways this is why I'm getting ahold of you... For the past 3 weeks I've been having dreams about you, and your family. I know you won't and don't care, but I just want to know you, your Mom, and your Dad are all doing well. In most of my dreams either you or I have died. I have no clue what that means. Maybe your Mom can shead some light on it. By The Way: I never ment to hurt you. I am truly sorry Peter. I deleted it and sent my parents a MSG to not respond if she starts emailing them and that was the end of it. And then just now I got this: I'm begging you....please read this * I had another dream about you last night. They are getting longer and more real. I could actually feel your finger tips touch my arms. Your breath on the back of my neck. I could smell Nashville. Taste food from that little Thi place. *I want you to know that I know I was never good enough for you. Being with you made me realize that no matter how much you love someone sometimes it's not enough.* I wasn't enough for you. You deserve the world and more... I fell short in every aspect except love. I'm sorry you wasted so much time, emotion, energy, and money on me. I was never worth a second glance from you. So all I'm asking vag is WTF?