I've probably complained about this before, but I just need help. I see people having fun and talking everyday, and I'm just lonely. I have like 3 close friends, and I don't even like talking to 2 of them most of the time. I don't really have much aquaintances either, but I just need some form of communication. For the longest time I thought I had social anxiety, but I saw someone who had it and they cried and stuff whenever they were out in public. Plus, I'm a pretty fun person once you get to know me, but hardly anyone ever devotes enough time to. I can put on visages of false confidence pretty effectively, but I still just can't talk to anyone much. I hate this, I feel like I've just wasted my youth without any communication with other people. I've tried the whole join school clubs, and finding activities, but it's pretty futile.. theres always like one or two other losers who I can talk to, but eventually it gets boring, and I just lose contact, and I always wish I talk to more people, but theres nothing to say because they've got such an established social life already.