Lately I have found myself almost losing control during play. My ex wanted me to take things further in the punishment / asphyxia department and I felt some seriously repressed anger well up inside me when she further submitted and wanted me to choke her more or punish her. I'm really not sure what snapped inside of me but when she wimpered and asked for more I suddenly became extremely angry and wanted to take it beyond what she and I would consider pleasureable. She has always wanted me to hit her but for me....beyond the occasional slap...I wouldn't hit a woman. That, for me, is going too far...but it's what she has wanted, even though we've talked about limits before. Has anyone gone beyond the line as they or their SO draws it? Ever felt what I've felt before....stopped yourself? Followed through with it? I apologize for the lack of thought organization but have been up for quite some time and am not processing well.