Starting to think that this is something I have an issue with. No other reason that I can see why my track record with women up until now has been positively awful. My "relationships" have always based around getting fucked up with the girl and then having some form of raucous hate sex...wash, rinse, repeat. And as of lately, the last few women I've ran through have had boyfriends, most of which I've known about prior to having sex with the girl. I feel bad about this to some degree, but the moral rectitude necessary for me to break them off just doesn't seem to be there. I'm getting mighty fucking tired of it and I'm curious as to what the reason for my being such a dumb fucking asshole actually is. It seems a little trite to say that it's the standard "commitment issues" thing, but I think that has something to do with it...any thoughts on my rambling?