(Cliffs at the bottom...) But I know I have no right or reason to be jealous. Basically, I was with this girl since October. She dumped me on New Year's Eve, and I made a huge post about it in here. Getting dumped was great because it spurred me on to losing about 50 lbs through diet and excersize (sp?). But, that's not really pertinent here. Her and I got back together 2 weeks after she dumped me. I can't say I was ever REALLY happy with her the 2nd time around, but we were both going to the same college and basically spent every night together, had the same friends, etc. As the semester drug on I started to feel like I was going through the motions of the relationship. When school let out for the summer, we both moved back to Dallas with our parents. She's a freshman with 3 more years left, I'm a senior with a semester of student teaching left until graduation. Our parents live about 40 minutes away from each other, so the drive wasn't THAT bad, but I finally got the courage up to end the relationship, basically because a) I wasn't really happy anyway b) she's going back to school, 3 hours away, in August and c) I'm most likely not moving back to the area I went to college in. I figured I might as well cut my losses now. Anyways, to shorten this a bit. It's been about 3 weeks since the split and she's with a new guy that she'd been talking to online regularly while we were still together. That really irritates me. I know that I created this situation and I have to live with my choice, and I know for sure I don't want her back, but the fact that she's with some guy that I always suspected she had a thing for really burns me up. I read her blog posts about how great he is, and it makes me miss her, because she was a great girl, never really did a whole lot wrong. The worst part of this is that I would rip someone else a new one if they told me this kind of story, because this is a bullshit thing to be pissed off about, but I can't help it, I'm hypocritical about this one situation. I really have no interest in trying to date anyone else right now simply because it is a hassle to me and I'm not ready to deal with all the BS that comes along with dating. I've tried blocking her from everything like aim, myspace, xanga, all that crap, but I still think about her and get upset when I hear about how great this new guy is. I guess I'm just lonely. Any of you ever deal with this before? It is rediculous of me to even post this, but I just have to type this out somewhere to get some feedback. Cliffs: Dumped an awesome girl because I was bored of the relationship and because our lives are going to 2 totally different directions. 3 weeks after the split she's with a new guy that I'd suspected her of liking all along. I'm pissed/jealous about it but have to justifiable reason to feel that way. Help?