So i know i have a drinking problem, but this time i went too far i feel. I have a son, and i watch him over at my moms when i have him (i am not with his mother anymore) so i had him this weekend, i stayed home friday night, but went out drinking sat. night. i was supposed to be back at my moms early sunday so she could get to work. i got drunk and overslept. so my mom was late for work, and she called my ex to get my son. now i feel like shit! im sure my mom is pretty steamed as well as my ex, and i have no explination for what happened because there is none besides my stupidity. i wish i knew how to make things better. i wish i had someone in my life that could settle me down. right now i wish i wasnt me. i know that when people look for advice, they really are looking for someone to agree with what they are already thinking, but i could use some advice or thoughts in general.