Reckon I just need to rant. not looking for advice really, just need to write things out. Its amazing how quickly things change. And how I go from being in control of my life, to my life in the god damn sewer. 3 months ago I had $37,000 liquid I was looking at a new car I had a decent apartment in a meh side of town I had a woman who loved me, and I must say, was the best woman I ever had the luck of being with. I had a decent existance Today I spent/will spend the $20,000 I had left to cover the charges on an auto accident I had (my fault) My truck is completely fucked and is barely driveable. My g/f left me because Im a fucking retard and I cant control my temper I have jack shit left for me in this god damn town. Im inches away from being fired because I'm now "too expensive" Basically, I have little good left and frankly, I'm emo as fuck about how life has turned on me. Mostly, I wish I could have avoided the argument that made the love of my life fall out of love with me. I give 2 shits about the money or the car or the job. I just miss her. </rant> like I said, not looking for advice. I just needed to write things down.