LGBT Does this make me gay? Longish

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  1. Tyweezy

    Tyweezy New Member

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    Alright heres the deal. A couple of months ago me and my friend started talking and this is how the aim convo went:

    me: im mad bored
    him: same here
    me: so when u gonna suck my dick
    him: its w/e
    me: you serious
    him: yeah
    me: i dont have to do anything back tho rite?
    him: u gotta do it too
    me: shit, idk
    him: come on

    So we ended up sucking each other off. I didnt like doing it at all. I gagged, almost threw up, but kept on going at it since that wouldnt be fair.

    This whole process happened for a couple more times, I even stuck it up his ass. I didnt like that at all, felt horribly dirty. There was no pleasure, all the times i barely had a hard on took me around 45 minutes to pop. But sometimes I started looking at gay porn and jerking to that, but when I look at straight porn now I dont get as excited down there. :noes: But the whole blow job/butt sex just isnt my thing. I dont think I want to ever do that again with a male, and he keeps on asking me about it. My dick wants to but I dont want to mentally. Ive never done anything with a girl besides kiss.

    When I look at magazines and stuff, I tend to notice the guys bodies first. I can get hard off of a picture of a guy shirtless but with a girl in a bikini and stuff just dosent do anything to me. I got hard when I was making out with my ex so I figured that girls I have to be physical with in order to get aroused.

    What do you guys think? Please help.
     
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    Tyweezy New Member

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    Damn, I was kinda hoping for a different response :(
     
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    well if you're gay you're sort of need to get used to it lol
     
  4. Tyweezy

    Tyweezy New Member

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    But, I am not gay. Well I dont think I am, thats why I asked for you guys input.
     
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    novo Pokey Man OT Supporter

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    maybe regular gay sex is too vanilla for you and you need to move on to something kinkier like leather or watersports :mamoru:
     
  6. Sam Gamgee

    Sam Gamgee Every tool is a weapon if you hold it right. OT Supporter

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    I've read this before... I'm calling :bsflag: on this thread
     
  7. camarosrool

    camarosrool yes i am

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    lol the "straights" trolling us again?
    they just cant get enough of the closet can they
     
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    where on long island? maybe i can answer your question ;:naughty:






    :rofl:
     
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    I swear this isnt a troll, but you can believe what you want. Just want some good advice, thats all.
     
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    Tyweezy New Member

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    Im 16 :nono:
     
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  12. Tyweezy

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    September. :eek4:
     
  13. Bib-Lettuce

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    In my unprofessional opinion it seems you’re gay but in strong denial. We know you’re comfortable enough with it alone just not with someone else which is common, even for the first few times. I probably would have gone through something similar at that age if I had tried anything. Basically your mind is cock blocking you. And if you only get aroused by girls when making out I’d still say gay because I would get aroused too, doesn’t necessarily mean physical attraction.


    I think the key deciding factor is taking a long look at romantic/emotional attachments between you and each sex and figuring out where you stand. Who could you see yourself dating, being more open with, loving, etc.
    Did you grow up with or are around a lot of homophobic people? Parents, family, friends, peers, etc. Ask yourself what their reaction to you being gay would be and that could be where a lot of the negativity is coming from.
     
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    Ultimately, I cant picture myself in a relationship with a guy. I dont feel strongly towards them ( well I do for my best friend, but thats different and prolly is jealousy) as I do for females. With females I can see myself with them for a long time, and just being in a relationship for them. Guys its just like sex/or getting me aroused. If i cant get aroused by females theres always vaigra . I dont think my parents are homophobic because when I was younger they used to tell me it was okay if i was :greddy:, and that used to piss me off. Since kids in elementary school used to call me gay, and it felt like my parents where calling me it too. I dont think I am gay at all, if I had to say i think bi would be at the most extreme. Maybe im just experimenting. Do straight guys get hard at a picture of a girl in a bikini anyway?
     
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    My guess is that you're bi perhaps but again, in strong denial. The fact that ppl called u gay in elementry school probably didn't help the situation at all.
     
  16. Matitulo

    Matitulo If sexy never left then why is everybody on my shi

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    Yes. You are super homogay.
     
  17. Sam Gamgee

    Sam Gamgee Every tool is a weapon if you hold it right. OT Supporter

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    eh... you're 16.
    you've got years to figure out if you're gay or bi or straight...

    don't worry about it and don't try to pigeon-hole yourself into one thing (gay, straight, bi, whatever)... just have fun and enjoy your teenage years. Your questions will be answered in their own time.
     
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    :rofl:


    and htere was a point where I thought I would never be able to have feelings for another guy, but I was just fooling myself
     
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    I said this EXACT same thing, 1,000,000 times, and now i'm living with my BF of 2 years :greddy:
     
  20. Matitulo

    Matitulo If sexy never left then why is everybody on my shi

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    I second this. What's the point in trying to define yourself into a specific category? Do what you like.
     
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    mati has sex with fish
     
  22. Matitulo

    Matitulo If sexy never left then why is everybody on my shi

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    guppies
     
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    How does that work? :confused:
     
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    Ask him to PM u the video
     
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