I am in no way depressed or alone or anything like that. I just actually feel bored with life. Like I don't care If i die but I'm not depressed or anything like that. I'm not sad and when i hang with my friends i laugh and make jokes and do normal twenty year old things. But i dont find life exciting. I try to make challenges for my life but its like i break them or i expect things like going to the caribean this summer but i now i know it aint happening. I dunno i just feel like things GO UP and then come back down. Its like i dont feel excited about life anymore.