Lately I have been down because i have been missing my gf. With minimal amount of friends,she really held something special inside my heart and i loved her so much. She was very pretty,smart,intelligent and everything i wanted almost. She seemed to love me so much,did anything for me,always told me she loved me and stuck by my side through very difficult times we had. Then one day at a party she cheats on me with her ex,and i didnt take her back. Im just wondering if this whole time she was just lying to me,because if she really loved me she wouldnt have slept with him. He was an idiot to her and cheated on her plenty of times,and she says she regrets it so much but i cant trust a cheater. I just feel really stupid and played since i put so much into the relationship. She was my only gf i ever had and im 24 years old,and im not very good with the woman as many as you know that is prolly why im missing her so much. Im a very romantic type of guy and treat every girl I have ever took out with much repsect which they deserved. Im a totally nice guy which i cant help,but my game is no good so i dont pull woman,because i think im at least average looking,but at many times i feel im ugly.